That's a good way to put it, because fandom podcasts certainly don't feel like "fanwork." It's funny because I love to have conversations with other fans about shows/movies/books I like, but just listening to other people talk generically about a show is just so bleh.

I also feel like fandom should be secret, lol. At least somewhat.
Same! It feels so wrong/bad when I see platforms promoting "fan" content. And I'm like - that network/website/youtube video is using your work for their own profit!

Thanks for this thoughtful comment, definitely made me feel a little better :)